I've been feeling really down, and even considering suicide?

look, i didnt read any of that because i want to just hear this before you even start thinking about suicide. why would you commit suicide when you have a beautiful life ahead of you if start to think postively and YOU try to make yourself better/happier, if you dont try, it will never get better! think of how all of the people that have their lives taken by illnesses such as cancer, they didnt want to die and neither should you. good luck x